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In memory of Oscar

My Affectionate beautiful unique affectionate 'Oscar' It's heartbreaking each day and night that passes no longer having you physically active like you used to be trying hard to believe you're gone no longer having you to hold you snuggle up beside you whether on the sofa or bed. The times we always showed our affection towards one another no words can describe our fondness we had for each other you were always there wherever I was, I often wonder how you must of felt knowing your time was nearing always wanting to be closer to me if only you could talk I tried everything to keep you with me but always kept you safe, secure, loved, never wanting for anything never feeling alone you always came first. I ensured you came first never wanting for nothing keeping you warm Safe secure loved and adored I miss you deeply despite trying everything I had to trust my heart although broken your now at peace. I will love you forever until we are together again I keep you safe in the home where you belong God bless my baby love you forever and always cherished thank you for being in my life that I am eternally grateful for your ever loving loyal companion eternally yours forever love Nigel xxx

by Nigel Clemow

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  • Nigel Clemow

    October 15, 2021

    My Beautiful Affectionate 'Oscar' The tears falling from my eyes upon my face is a broken heart our love was so great and strong it cuts deep inside where once you were there always close to hold now torn from each other where now there's emptiness you will always and forever be the one where no other could ever fill that void I've gone that extra length to ensure you legacy will live on for eternity god keep you safe until we are together again forever yours eternally Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    October 24, 2021

    Sweet Dear 'Oscar' I try so hard every day getting through but it's tougher than I thought. It does not matter what I try to do walking, reading, it makes no different because your not here I wish things could have been different I love you & miss you dearly & always will you are indeed a special one to me I was sorry that we could not save you please rest my darling in the Knowledge your toys & everything you treasured are safe it was indeed a special gift you were in my life I will be eternally grateful for that God Bless My Affectionate one Love eternally Nigelxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 01, 2021

    Our Pretty Boy 'Oscar' Each day passes where I think constantly of you knowing you were safe, happy, secure, loved, cared for, warm, feed never wanting for anything I look towards were you played and cuddled up to your toy's, were this time of year you would be snuggled by the fire or beside me on the sofa head resting on the back of my hand catching hold your paw sleeping how I miss your warm loving adoring ways cute handsome beautiful face your war smile unique affectionate character you knew with me you were safe and secure and deeply loved so sad and lonely without you how much love you gave too me truly miss you deeply missing you very much so grateful you we're in my life this was one of your favourite seasons snuggled up in bed with me I could leave a million messages here over and over again forever but just because I don't does not mean I have forgotten you because that's not true I speak with you every day only wishing you were still with us I am sorry you got poorly if only that didn't happen and you could have been saved we all wish for better things in our times on earth together but when we leave this world behind lets hope for better things in the place we travel to together God keep you safe until we're together again forever lot's of love eternally Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 11, 2021

    My Affectionate ‘Oscar’ It's tough not having you around still can't accept your gone your favourite time Christmas you would sneak a peak at your black stocking to see what I bought you treats, toys many things I would fill it placing it by the tree alongside ‘Jasper's’ & the ‘Bambie s’ we miss you very much it’s not going to be same without you here this Christmas unwrapping your presents playing with your toys which I know you loved which are now kept safe, afterwards you would lay by the fire, whilst awaiting dinner, a special gift will hang from the tree this year & every year with your ‘photo image keepsake’ so we will remember those special moments together such a loving, gentle, kind hearted, warm, affectionate, devoted, gorgeous, divine, unique, special angel who I deeply love, I miss your warm hearted ways cuddling in my arms wrapped around you whether on the beanbag, in bed kissing your little forehead holding your paw’s whilst you rested your head on the back of my hand, laying asleep on my shoulder in my arms in bed or wrapped yourself around my head on the pillow I will hold you forever in my heart you will always be my pretty-boy, your irreplaceable we were inseparable & devoted to each other you were so compassionate, caressing, happy, safe, secure, loved, adored nothing could come remotely close, everyone that met you commented on how loving & affectionate you were reaching out your paw showing your love that was so strong I hope together we are given another chance to relive our lives over again only that's something we can hope for but will we ever know if that happens let's hope for the best You will always be my world my everything ❤️ God bless my baby love you until were together again eternally forever yours Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 14, 2021

    My Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Sitting remembering those beautiful years together was the greatest honour bestowed upon my life having you such a loving, adoring, loyal, kind hearted, gentle angel you brought such joy to our lives together is sad that we never had longer together you were truly are a very special 'Oscar" who I miss very much who I will never forget. You certainly left your footprint's & love thank you for the most joyous happiest times of our lives together to do it all over again would be a great honour I lost my boy a son ‘Oscar’ who loved to share the sofa with ‘Jasper’ with me in the middle arms around both of you ‘Jasper’ misses you dearly he will not settle like before he spends all his time waiting for your return if only you could my pet's are my children they are the same as we are the only difference is they have four legs but everything about them is no different loosing them is hard God bless you love eternally yours Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 16, 2021

    Affectionate 'Oscar' Remembering is about reflecting those special moments of our beloved pets we have lost that gave us such joy such as my beloved ‘Oscar’ such a loving boy who I remember placing my fingers between your pads on your paws one I will never forget those special colours your pads were pink & black how you loved the attention I showed you, you knew that you were loved it showed in your eyes, you knew that I made you happy because of your smile, you knew whatever you wanted you could have, you knew whatever you choose to do it was safe to do so because that's what love is about I don't need to worry if you we're happy because I know you knew you were that's what I gave to you love, comfort, safety, freedom, food, toy's, cherished, memories thank you for all your divine love & making each other happy a very special treasured 'Oscar' You truly never deserved to leave this world. Playing in the garden chasing' Jasper' wandering into the shed when I was in the garden you always showed interest in what I was doing & always stayed close to me wherever I would be our trips in the car you would always hold my fingers you have left a true legacy cherished memories forever the time I woke in March from a panic attack you were there now I know why I was graced with you & it was my time to be there for you at all times rest assured I have taken care of everything bought & paid for legally secured to ensure one day we will be together again forever missing you very much a ‘Yellow Rose Tree’ as been planted in your honour, there should be a special flower to wear for the pets we have lost it would mean a lot & help raise vital funds for animal to fight the illnesses that take you from us love always & forever yours love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 17, 2021

    My ‘Oscar’ Everyday I learn more about your life first found a stray being taken in by cat's protection then someone adopted you but returned you back in a short space of time to be re-adopted by my sister for six years but tragedy struck leaving you alone fortunately & very briefly as my brother lived a few doors away & with his wife took you in to their home for four years again sadly tragedy struck when his wife passed then you would follow my brother into town because you to felt lost & grieving wondering why so many in your life have gone but he would pick you up & take you back home safely it's when I stepped in knowing you needed love & stability from the constant insecurity you faced in your life, that changed giving you warmth, love, cuddles, freedom of the house, food, toy's, anything you wanted you had everything you truly deserved you were safe, happy, secure, loved and very cherished making you & me very happy together I should have had you from you first steps that way you would have had what you longed for love miss you every day love eternally Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 23, 2021

    My Baby Affectionate ‘Oscar’ I'm lost, numb, confused, heartbroken 💔 & lonely amongst many feelings not having you here a true genuine angel that one minute I have a loving adoring affectionate bundle of happiness 😹 in my life the next I'm torn apart because your gone you kept me relaxed & focused whilst I kept you safe, secure & happy I often ask could I have done more but you trust your vet to be honest sadly I had to make that decision based on medical diagnosis forgive me I tried everything I only wish there was more I could have done I will hold you in my heart ❤️ forever eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 23, 2021

    Dear affectionate Oscar Loosing you is more devastating than I thought you were unique affectionate, loving, adoring, in ways I cannot describe you brought to me something I have never experienced before yes I lost Susie, Bambie & faced many tragedies the situations I have endured would take to long to put into words I call out daily for your return if only you could come back you are so important to me that I can't believe you're gone I love you miss you deeply rest assured we will be together again forever love, hugs, kisses forever yours eternally Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    November 28, 2021

    Dear affectionate Oscar In loving memory of "Oscar" who gave so much to whom I miss very much his loving ways, cute angelic face, his innocent look who just loved life if only more could have been done I often wonder if you would still be here laying by the fire you will be held deeply in my heart forever & eternity in this world & the next God bless you my beautiful unique affectionate 'Oscar' love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 04, 2021

    My Affectionate Angel ‘Oscar’ Promised kept you’re centre of the Christmas tree with the light's shining bright & your beautiful eyes light up the room, how you loved this time of the year curled up under the tree protecting your stocking waiting patiently to unwrap your presents we will put your stocking as always under the tree with a special gift inside memento to never forget those special moments such a loving affectionate unique sweetheart 'Oscar' we miss you deeply. Sharing my life with you was for the first time the happiest proudest moment of my life which sadly was taken from me, I never wanted to ever loose you, I know I will never be that happy again you brought true joy to me as I know I did you it's sad that you’re no longer here with me thank you for everything my beautiful unique affectionate 'Oscar' my heart is broken a unique ‘Angel’ The other day I found your nail which I have kept in your DNA keepsake envelope with your photos your guardian angel is watching over you keeping you safe until we are together again lot's of love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 12, 2021

    My Affectionate Angel ‘Oscar’ ‘Time Capsule’ Sometimes there’s a gap between messages left but my beautiful affectionate unique sweetheart 'Oscar' we miss you deeply my heart is broken a unique ‘Angel’ whom I struggle to come to terms with your loss I often walk thinking how we can prevent these illnesses from happening, no longer having you here when I go to bed each night holding on to where you slept close, waking in the morning is tough not seeing you where you use to be it’s not been the same since you left your truly loved & missed very much we all hope that rebirth is real where we get a second chance from our first to enjoy each other again but how will we know that’s why this memorial site is like a time capsule capturing those moments were we stumble thinking why is something familiar so if rebirth happens & in a new life I stumble upon this page it might be just what’s needed to enlighten me lets hope for a second chance together again much longer healthier & happier you didn't need me to tell you I idolised you, you brought true happiness, joy, love, you name it you made me very happy as I did you, missing you is hard often wishing you were still with me I will hold you in my heart forever lot's of love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 16, 2021

    My Pretty Boy ‘Angel’ ‘Oscar’ I owe you big time it's why I tried everything to safe you getting us through our toughest 2020/21 you were my rock it's sad that 11/9/2021 we lost my 'Oscar' it's why these memories are important to me its sad you not here anymore when we went through so much together you gave your all I kept my promise to be there for you at every moment & never let you down in good & sad times as you were there for me. We followed a path together first we lost my sister, then my mother followed by 'tittles' your feline soul mate then 'dash' your canine soul mate in your first home, then my brother & wife took you in your second home but his wife after looking after you passed, everywhere you lived someone passed you felt like everyone was leaving you alone it's why I took you under my care you deserved stability sadly this time I lost you 4yrs 11mnths 5dys later I remember when I first saw you at my sister's eating in the kitchen & my mum there I fell in love with you then I only wish looking back I took you home with me we could have had many more year's together eventually I got you the best decision I ever made it's why for many reasons your important to me I remember holding you in my arms carrying you upstairs legs in the air looking into our eyes giving you kisses never thinking I'd loose you because you were finally stable & happy here regular vet check ups something you deserved you always came first for love, food, play, cuddles, whatever you wanted you had everything I could give you after all our trauma's together we understood each other compassionately. I have my illnesses to bare I to will be one day be gone but at least legally binding we will be as one again, Sadly I could not save 'tittles' or 'dash' as they lived in your first home & passed before you but I'm proud I saved you extending your life with me for 4yrs 11mnths 5dys, 25dys before your estimated 19th birthday 6/10/2021. I saved you on 6/10/2016 the happiest day of my life in January 2021 was close shave when you're nose would not stop bleeding with vet surgery we stopped the bleeding but lost you on 11/9/2021 from renal failure & thyroid you're nose bleed was due to sun cancer Sadly when they diagnosed thyroid you lost your meow I see you in the garden opening your mouth but nothing came out these details are important to remember with our illnesses we kept each other on track saying goodbye was something I never wanted I would love to hold you tight & cuddle up to you again you will always be with me as you were in life you will be in passing one day we will be interned forever together again as one lot's of love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 24, 2021

    My Affectionate Pretty Boy ‘Oscar’ You gave true love & enormous affection something I will always treasure & cherish forever you had no faults & where flawless in everything you & me were partners soul mates who bonded with huge affection for each other. Together we were always two hearts that beat as one anyone who knew you vets, friends, family, neighbours fell in love with you & knew you & I had a special bond you were indeed there rarest most unique affectionate ‘Oscar’ I had the extreme pleasure of having in my life you truly earned & deserve your angel wings if there's anything regarding second chances both of us together deserve another chance as I our first wasn't what we expected it's heartbreaking that such a rare loving affectionate unique adoring gentle soul who showed so much love could be taken away from me through an illness you truly did not deserve I wish those who didn't know you could have witnessed your affection so they then would understand were I'm coming from You filled the home with huge love it's so quite & empty without you here you had a golden heart something I will never forget we are the same both in biology & thoughts the only difference between us is our appearance I have loved animals all my life many rabbit's, cat's, dogs, fish, birds have been with my family as I grew up but you touched me in a way I know I will never experience again one of the rarest I've had the pleasure of having in my life a candle will be lit in honour of our love for each other on Christmas Day you will always be with me as you were in life you will be in passing one day we will be interned forever together again lot's of love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 25, 2021

    My Affectionate Angel ‘Oscar’ A Candle will be lit in Honour of our love for each other on Christmas Day I’ve never been so broken tears keep falling without you here I miss you deeply you adorned your forever home with huge love, beauty, affection, warmth it's hard not having you here you light up your home always bringing a smile to my face & you always looked forward to our warm cuddles together. Holding you cuddling was adoring I’d love to be able to cuddle you again truly miss those special moments I look for you every day imagining your still with me I promised never to forget those special times we had truly heartbreaking not having you here your extremely special to me life is truly not the same without you here hoping you would be here forever in your forever home you truly did not deserve any illness. Christmas wasn't the same has previous years were I have beautiful pictures of you under the tree & with your presents it feels empty a special gift represented you're life & memories I will always love you little things means a lot carrying you to the kitchen watching from the workbench whilst dinner was prepared jumping into the rabbit's cages jumping on the bed sleeping between my legs & jumping on the exercise bench walking up your first ever garden from the bottom were you peak out through the fence up to the door up two steps straight over to you feeding cupboard I see you everywhere I look as every inch of this house & garden you covered your favourite colour yellow as your first toy I bought you the day you came to stay your dynamite catnip toy, sting & bell small details of memories I hold tight including the time I first got you keeping the harness on you, you managed to get it off & ran to the front door that’s when you knew this was your forever home I'd do anything to bring you back because you meant so much to me I still see you there sitting waiting for food to be fed either in the kitchen, lounge or on the sofa I truly don’t like this world without you in it such a gentle giant & soul an innocent angelic face who did no harm to no one just reaching out your paw for security comfort & love something I ensured you got plenty of & my love for you is immense you will always be with me as you were in life you will be in passing one day we will be interned forever together again lot's of love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    January 01, 2022

    My Pretty Boy’‘Angel’ ‘Oscar’ Apparently born 2002/3 after visiting cat’s protection you were adopted in the family July/December 2005 Complete compilation memorial our life together Born-Raised in Cornwall keeping memories safe & alive return on special dates though everyday was special reserving space for further memories triggered. 1st January 2022 (17) Saturdays since falling asleep in my arms (16) week's last time cuddled in bed together Wednesday 8th September 2021, Thursday 9th vet's, Saturday 11th September 2021 aged 19/20 yrs last cuddles together, start of 2022 without you, first part of any year we enjoyed cuddles together dark evening's still here. Christmas tree down lights off sadly Christmas one dinner dish missing; things back as before you left, only thing missing is you, you enjoyed playing with your toy's waiting for warmer weather we loved winter cuddled together remembered wherever I go. Kept my promise candle lit throughout Christmas Day-New Year's Day morning to night in your honour. I wear you with pride on St Christopher, Crucifix watched over by Francis of Assisi/Guardian Angel carry photo of you by fire on rug, remembering you walking across the computer or sitting by chair, jumping off the bed to use box, walking in front me down stairs stopping halfway peaking through wanting feeding, miss brushing your coat to look nice, enjoyed baths sitting still didn't like being dried, sitting on my chest breathing going up & down holding your paw saying sausages something you understood, stroking your neck, tickling your ears. Sundays giving you plate to lick chicken juices, before adopting you I’d drive thirty miles to give you chicken whilst waiting by door for my brother to return from work so you had something to eat in the cold, affectionate adoring 'Oscar' or ‘’Os’ will always be loved, never forgotten knowing there’ ll never be another ‘Oscar’ because of your characteristics, promise when visiting your site to remember special dates, has time passes don’t think no messages means your forgotten, you'll always be remembered your immortal & idolise. something strange happened 30th December 30th 2021 your carry case reappeared (17) Thursday’s later back home, Whilst I’m sitting on sofa you’d you'd jump on sofa if I clicked fingers on beanbag watching TV something you'd love, holding your paw resting chin on back of my hand, tickling your belly. holding you sitting on my lap, if I sat on floor because ‘Jasper’ our dog your friend you’d tease beside you, you would reach out your paw touching my shoulder small things I miss protecting your toy’s from rabbits, brushing up grit stones, rolling in garden back legs in the air as you did carried upstairs chasing grass when I would play in garden, digging mud, standing by me at kitchen sink. Sadly towards the end struggling up stairs along hallway pushing bedroom door open plonking down to be carried to bed you truly were sent to earth an angel I lost the most precious gift god gave me ‘Oscar’ brought joy to my heart as I you, I’ll never accept loosing you; leaving enormous impact on me I’ll never let go of our time together, dirt box mat in the same place nothing has changed since you left, watching me on bike, meowing at door for food, miss your bright loving eyes the look of innocence, you didn’t want to go no more than I wanted you to go those innocent eyes said it all. When our pets look into our eyes the innocence says the same as humans don’t want to leave this world. Sadly I’ll never seeing you again on earth, pick you up from the bottom of bed to the top whilst I climbed in not to disturb you cuddled together or watch you climb in cupboards a faithful one our time together means a lot to me & you the void is painful you loved from me love, security, comfort, warmth you will always be with me as in life you will be in passing taking your rainbow bridge toy one day we’ll be interned forever together again in a special resting place I’ll love you for infinity we’ll see each other again eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    January 09, 2022

    My Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Confirmation clarified you're rainbow 🌈 bridge favourite toy went with you on your final journey which is satisfying to know my love ❤️ for you is eternal Memories triggered. It still makes me sad your no longer with us in this world however, the other day on 31st December 2021. I found a whisker under our bed which as been placed with other DNA fur, claw, & others kept safe with your photos which I treasure miss you climbing on pillow biting my ear in morning wanting feeding & nudging my face gently, holding your head in palm of my hands kissing your angelic face, climbing onto chest of drawers in bedroom jumping onto floor scratching the carpet or jumping from one chest of drawers to another remember you laying beside me facing me in bed sometimes under the duvet or cuddled up with the soft toys, putting my hand through the stairs playing catch me, holding your body waving front paws by the fire or the fire nicknamed (file hi fies) waiting for it to warm up, Sitting behind me at the oven whilst I cooked, playing with your toy's, mouse, catnip cigar, squeaky birdie, beetle on the stick chasing it around, your blue catnip cat, yellow snake on a stick chasing it around, yellow catnip sock, dynamite catnip stick with string & bell, yellow harness, biscuit dish, brushes & comb, food dish, carrying case, blanket, dirt box mat all kept safe you were a seasonal ‘Oscar’ who in winter loved the fire, in spring laid in the sun on the bed, autumn snuggled up beside me & ‘Jasper’ on the sofa on beanbag, summer putting sunscreen on your nose to protect you against the sun especially after your nose operation in January 2021, in  summer you loved laying in the garden under window by the plants, your yellow rose is showing beautiful flowers in January miss you walking around the runner beans, I have planted yellow, white, blue flowers in your favourite garden spaces you ventured along with ‘Susie’, Bambie’s’ pink flowers, you gave joy, love, warmth, comfort, happiness & ever lasting memories that will be cherished forever more, something that I will never forget no matter the time that passes your adored & loved & I knew you felt loved, secure, safe, comforted your unique ways told me how you felt, I still struggle to come to turns with you loss & always will, miss holding you close in my arms & snuggled together If we are granted our beliefs that rebirth or reincarnation is fact & not fiction then our wish for each other is to be guided back towards each other to share our lives over & over again in happier, healthier longer times together in our hopeful granted second lives together you were always with me in life as you will be in passing one day we will be interned together forever love eternally yours Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    January 15, 2022

    My Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Time’s a healer there wrong I’ve suffered many tragedies & still suffer it’s why my ‘Oscar’ helped in ways I cannot describe you truly were sent especially to me to earth as an angel those angel eyes, angelic face I love & miss a lot you indeed had a golden halo ‘Oscar’& ‘Susie’ saved my life ‘Susie’ from a fire ’Oscar’ from breathing attack & 2020/2021 our toughest times you're special in many ways. The sun shone bright today I visualised you there sitting in the sun you loved to do. There biology is the same in everything but appearance put yourself in their situation of illness what would you do you, you were a strong boy who fought & survived all the last one standing who wanted to keep going & would of if it wasn't for your sudden illness. I remember you looking back at me on the 2nd stair that Wednesday night 8th September 2021 when you struggled the stairs wanting me to carry you I will never forget Laying in bed I think of you my angel how much I miss you laying on hot water bottle under duvet in winter, stains left from your nose bleed still on pillow. I had a cushion made in your image I cuddle every night sitting here on the sofa or going to bed no longer having you beside me hurts, feeding you in your blue/brown dishes, hugging you, wherever I look there’s an empty space. My heart is truly broken without you here tapping bed for you to jump on always kept a tissue in drawer when you had a coughing fit in bed the fact I will never pick you up again in my arms or trips in carry case. When our pet's health catches up with them they look to their owner for support they don't have a voice but there body language tells us their poorly & need our help they don't want to go no more than we do that's why we need more research to assist their survival. Never think I've ever forgotten you that will never happen just because there's a gap in messages of our lives together. your very special to me. Carrying you upstairs on my shoulder paws resting on shoulders head looking back where you were going, Cleaning your teeth it hurts not seeing or having you around here miss you dearly & Immensely The only way I can describe you is you were more human than cat in your ways the love you showed ‘Oscar’ hence why these memorial pages are records, time capsules capturing memories that we encounter in our first live on earth that could be the key unlocking possible second lives we could relive stumbling upon these pages may unlock our previous existence on earth if are beliefs are to be granted that rebirth or reincarnation is fact not fiction then together you would & I would wish & want for each other to be guided towards our lives together again to be lived all over in happier times together like they were before but healthier & longer times together hopefully granted a second chance for our lives together again ‘Oscar’ I know if this is fact you will seek me out as I will you because of our strong bond towards each other & the happiness we shared you were indeed happy, safe, secure, loved that I knew for sure that’s what will bring us together again. Our true love for each other runs deep you changed our lives yours & mine in ways that could never have thought possible for the better sleeping in positions back to back, on pillow, between legs, in my arms head on shoulder, holding my hand with paw head resting on the back of my hand Turning around pruning were you slept with some help from me at times There's so many things we shared that means a lot to me memories never to be forgotten the house is so empty without you, you were happy & loved life. The more details of our lives we shared together however small will help those memories to be triggered, photos & mementos over time maybe be lost or placed somewhere but these memorial pages are keepsakes that should hopefully stay, we were both born & raised in Cornwall a few miles apart but we found each other our first lives together so we hold out hope we will find each other again without belief there’s no hope we all have moments that we’ve been here before but don't stop long enough to ask why we experience those moments is it we've been here before if that is true then yes there's hope of another chance you were always with me in life in whatever I did & wherever I went has you will be in passing one day we will be interned together forever & that’s when our new journey with ‘Susie’ Bambie’ & all our loved ones will begin again rest assured we’ll find each other that’s for sure resurrected & restored, ‘Jasper’ ‘Bambie 2nd’ & ‘Bambie 3rd’ ‘Paul’ miss you especially me (‘Dash’ Tittles’ two rabbits & dog in first home passed before you missed you a lot the day I had to say goodbye broke me There will never be another 'Oscar 'you are rare no one could ever match up to your qualities you were one of those rare individuals that I was blessed to have, giving medicines morning/evening hoping it would have worked for longer sadly was not the case I prey & kiss your caskets, pictures, toy’s, carry case, mat daily as my never ending love for you miss you sweetheart our ashes will be with each other for all time eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    January 20, 2022

    Our Adoring ‘Oscar’ ‘Susie’ ‘Bambie’ ‘Dash’ Memories triggered as time passes those special moments we all shared on earth lives loved & lost still feels empty now your gone it’s soul destroying loosing you whether I’m in the garden or doing things around the house walks in familiar places I still look for you in that empty space I remember you "Oscar" climbing in under the duvet in winter next to soft toys snuggled down going sleep it was so loving a memory of our time together "Oscar" you were indeed most kind hearted nothing you did could be faulted rare beyond any I've experienced I gave you the love you craved & desired freedom to roam the home, food, comfort, warmth, devotion, attention, playtime with your toy's, cuddles everything you needed I made sure you had nothing left out you where & still are very special to me loved beyond expectations & you reciprocated that love warmth loyalty faithfulness fondness for each other tenderness that I'll never forget Miss feeding you & going down the cat food Isle when shopping "Susie" hide between soft toys & "Bambie" snuggled up to you on the beanbag miss slipping my hand between your paws watching television carrying you in my arms whilst I made coffee or cooking you liked the attention & cuddles miss holding you in my arms in bed whilst smoothing your back hind legs occasionally popping in to walk your canine brother "Dash" or seeing your feline soul mate "Tittles" & two rabbit's sadly although you all came together each one passed before you; you were the last one standing. People I've spoken to recently have lost a loved pet & all struggle with the same torment our pets much loved put to sleep far too soon because for vets its time consuming keeping them alive are we told the truth that nothing can be done, there should be a consultant room giving owners the true facts so we are better informed of our choices as they would do if we were humans in hospitals we are the same except for appearance I had a strange feeling that we will see each other together again I know now that you & I where meant to be together it was destined from the very first time I saw you somehow I knew. Sadly ‘Bambie’ was first to go when I got you she went in 2019 you both where close you all left your mark ‘Oscar’ ‘Susie’ & ‘Bambie’ ‘Dash’ you’ll never be forgotten my never ending love for you miss you sweetheart our ashes will be with each other for all time It breaks my heart your not with me all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least Why is the ones we love taken from us they deserve longer in this world eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    February 03, 2022

    Our Adoring ‘Oscar’ ‘Susie’ ‘Bambie’ ‘Dash’ ‘Tittles’ Times passed memories to ‘Oscar’ ‘Susie’ ‘Bambie’ ‘Dash’ ‘Tittles’ ‘Sampson’ ‘Corey’ ‘eight rabbits’ my Endearment to all my pets capturing every detail of our lives together because ‘Oscar’ you’re perfection if granted a second life by fortune I will find you as you will find me it's destined to be"Oscar" & myself were blessed eternally grateful we shared our lives together your special in every way miss you deeply we made each other so happy loved each other so dearly we were part of each others lives treasured memories I’ll never forget pleased we were together I’d have you a million times over. Some gave all & all gave some you gave all. Now February five months since ‘Oscar’ left tears in my eyes heart broken missing you deeply laying in bed reflecting on your journey through life surviving against all odds you were strong determined to see life through whatever you faced eventually landing on your feet with me I knew your background it’s why I ensured you were spoilt never spending time outdoors at night you were an indoor ‘Oscar’ safe, secure, food, love, warmth, comfort, toys, cuddles everything I could give you, every time I go to the cupboards excepting you to walk in front of me sitting down looking up for food, thank you for everything my beautiful unique adoring affectionate 'Oscar' I knew finally you were content happy you deserved everything you ever wanted if only you were still with me I will never forget those special moments we shared our love knowing you were aware when I tickled your chin which you loved putting my face against your face looked you in those eyes whispering in your ears telling you I love you; you did the same at night climbing on pillow bit my ear meow meaning you loved me that’s how much we trusted each other How sleeping on the pillow resting your chin on back of my hand catching hold your paws I miss those little things means a lot to me nothing will ever come close to replacing you for sure you’re unique moulded for our perfection to each other you are my child that you can't replace you’re always be very special to me nothing will match our love for each other we were meant to be together forever in both worlds watching me whilst laying on the bed getting dressed your were curious astute intelligent in ways I can't describe, How you loved dancing & watching my dancing feet you loved jumping on small side table or under coffee table getting to my lap peeking through the panel when it came loose under the oven; Remember you used to run up, down the stairs sadly when you were poorly you would not go down I carried you as did I up when you looked back at me on the second step going upstairs sadly I couldn't take ‘Tittles’ ‘Dash’ ashes with me but I will have, ‘Oscars’, ‘Susie’, ‘Bambie’, ‘Jasper’, ‘Bambie 2nd’ & ‘Bambie 3rd’ interned with me legally binding I've arranged for all our names on our memorial plaque so were remembered. Everyday I go through the process missing you beside me in bed following me to bathroom sitting beside me on the sofa or garden watching you eating cat grass I grew in boxes trusted to be yourself after training you with harness not to stray from the garden I’ve planted yellow, white roses in your honour with blue, white, yellow, pink, bluebells, hyacinth, chrysanthemum, cyclamen, anemone black petunias each plant has a meaning for all of you. A rainbow garden where you always dug the earth. Remember first time with your harness you ran up the garden fence I stopped you, then after your teeth done under influence of anaesthetic you jumped into neighbours garden how you seen off any cat that came into garden just by staring at them there all gone now long before you; you were indeed the last one standing. How you lay on your toy's to protect them from the rabbit's go behind the television to tell them don’t touch, our last Christmas 2020 I can’t forget you under the tree opening your black cat stocking with presents you made it to September 2021 wishing you could have made 2022 onwards I just can't get by without you despite your illness I still think you were taken prematurely could still be with me although with medical intervention that’s what I struggle each day with the question was I rushed or were they honest there was nothing could be done when it comes to biology, feelings, fear, happiness we are indeed the same except for appearance Sometimes calling you bubble feet because your pink & black pads on your paws Their we're so much I wanted for us, you know that moment that's something is missing in your life well "Oscar" filled that now your gone it's back this time I know what's missing you I felt something missing before you arrived the it vanished you’ll never be forgotten my never ending love for you miss you sweetheart We dotted on each other our souls joined & hope for another chance together again miss those beautiful eyes, warm cuddles, angelic face, miss you "Os" "Oscar' One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes together for all time It breaks my heart your not with me all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least. Why is it our loved ones we love taken from us they deserve longer in this world we will be together again that I’m sure off eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    February 14, 2022

    Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Promised return remembering special dates not to be forgotten why I’d love to have you here with me again speaks for itself your love warmth many things I miss about you like many that's passed before you, your charm loyalty faithfulness how do I describe you to those that never met you; ever had that special time in your life's you would like to hold onto forever ‘Oscar’ was that special moment a loved one that's impossible to replace ask those that did know ‘Oscar’ he was unique adoring gentle ways that bonded us together I know it will never happen again truth is I loved you very much a genuine diamond. St Valentine's is a day honour, love, affection including love of our pets loyal faithful companions. Day before going to the vets I knew by the way you looked said everything you did not want to go because you knew you would not return I could not sit back watching you suffer sleeping all day, depressed, difficulty walking, drawling, sore throat, mouth, head twitching, toiletries, but you managed to eat, I couldn't watch you needed medical intervention having no choice it was either veterinary medicine or watch you suffer that was not an option remember before you were diagnosed with renal failure on August 11th a month before you left me your halfway up stairs around 7/8pm looked back as if you wanted to go bed early you hadn't done in a while details means so much to me often looking back wandering if I should have kept you going on fluids but your blood levels were very high & from seeing you & talking with the vet I was assured you had little chance of surviving long it's why you sadly was put to sleep you looked around as if you were having one last glance knowing what was coming before falling asleep in my arms; when my time comes I don't want fluids to keep me going, always throughout your life checked you day-night waking 4 in morning giving you a kiss or popping down stairs if you choose to sleep down there or if you choose bed you'd push the bedroom door open jump on the bed or want me to pick you up; or standing by the kitchen sink you beside me with bowl how do I get along without you it's hard but comforting knowing not having long myself soon we will be together forever that’s what comforts me & I'm not afraid. At 58 loosing you two months before reaching 59 you brought best years of our lives out in us looking back on everything you made me very happy, relaxed, loved truly an angel both on earth & heaven can't wait to see you again It's a shame there's no cure for kidney failure, thyroid, sun cancer it's why research, funds would help our pets live happier healthier longer lives healthier foods play a part in pets lives as it does ours. There's no hope without tears empty without you here missing you deeply My arms empty holding you where we cuddled you big loving hugs, kisses knowing I loved you very much as you did me I knew from your constant smothering wanting to be close feeling safe, secure bodies entwined at night eye to eye with each other face to face breathing each others oxygen If only we could live forever we’d never have to say goodbye It's painful loosing a loved one torn apart sitting watching television, going to bed facing day-night sleeping alone faithful loving affectionate gentle soul who's love towards one another was loyal in all "Oscar" showed it's why there's such an emptiness in the home we shared together I will never forget when returning to our memorial. It's torment not having you around seeing those big eyes coming in with shopping whilst you lay on your beanbag on sofa jumping down investigating shopping bags seeing what I bought you, now a space beside me you once filled truly hurts watching you lick your paws from sore mouth I would groom you so you always looked nice you always were meticulous in appearance Many things I loved about you is when cooking you would come out sit by your dish look up saying I'm ready for feeding prompt on time When you woke from your sleep in happier times we knew you were coming down stairs from the thud when you jumped of the bed you’ll never be forgotten my never ending love for you miss you sweetheart. We dotted on each other our souls joined hoping for another chance together. Is this one connection that’s we've been looking for these memorials could unlock doors possibilities of second chances, rebirth, reincarnation as our pet's throughout history will always be part of our lives lived possibility of another life with our pets we loved so dearly miss very much these memorials are capsules in time; Preferably living our lives with the same pet's over again pets will always be part of our lives throughout history it’s what connects us together myth’s, fantasy, imagination, wishes, without hope how do we know for sure it may actually be fact, fiction as turned to fact many times so there is hope it’s just we can’t prove these theories or how we prove a previous existence the more we capture the more we may prove it’s reality pets will always be part of human life throughout ages best connection we have a time capsule. Thank you ‘Oscar’ for making our lives together best years of our time together with hope may we be granted another chance to be with each other again for healthier longer happier times we got through toughest times coming out the other side you sadly was taken from each other sides far to soon love you sweetheart miss you deeply it’s truly not the same here without you any more lot's of love forever I miss you my darling heartbreaker beautiful eyes, warm cuddles, angelic face, miss you "Os" "Oscar' One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes together for all time It breaks my heart your not with me all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll be together again that I’m sure of, Never get over loosing you so lost without you God bless you sweetheart ‘Oscar’miss you eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    February 15, 2022

    Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Finally confirmed after a long wait the first day you arrived at your forever home I bought you yellow dynamite stick toy with string & bell many toy's followed & sadly on the day you left I ensured you took your last toy with you your rainbow bridge toy it took a while but after contacting pet cremation I was assured I have you back home with my wishes your rainbow bridge toy went with you one hundred percent confirmed one although I'd prefer you as ,Oscar' as you were fit & well I was there all the time for you even when you had a coughing fit day or middle of the night I was there for you to ensure you didn't suffer watching closely at all times "Os" "Oscar' One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes together for all time It breaks my heart your not with me any-more all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll be together again that I’m sure of, Never get over loosing you so lost without you God bless you sweetheart ‘Oscar’ miss you eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Clemow

    March 17, 2022

    Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Patience now that all colours of the rainbow garden has been planted hopefully it will bloom brightly in your honour It’s taken time but I’ve now finished your promised rainbow garden of flowers including black & white to represent your beautiful coloured coat I miss you deeply sweetheart does not matter what I do life is just not the same any-more despite gaps in my messages I can't move forward they say as time passes things easier whoever’s philosophy that was is wrong that's not what happens no one understands the connection we had it was strong if only people got see us together they would understand special moments in life are rare you where that rare special moment "Oscar" is extremely precious to me worth more than anything else in this world to me "Os" "Oscar' One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes together for all time It breaks my heart your not with me any-more all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll be together again that I’m sure of, Never get over loosing you so lost without you God bless you sweetheart ‘Oscar’ miss you eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Clemow

    May 18, 2022

    Affectionate ‘Oscar’ The sun is shining which you always enjoyed laying out sun your rainbow garden is now in full bloom bright & colourful in your honour beautiful flowers including black & white to represent your beautiful coloured coat Before I adopted you, you never had a garden here your garden was safe secure large were you could roam and play No longer waiting in the rain here with me you choose to go out or stay in I miss you deeply sweetheart life is just not the same any-more without you here despite gaps in my messages the connection we had was strong rare special moment "Oscar" extremely precious to me worth more than anything else in this world to me I know you found love & peace here what you longed seek with me away from traffic people as your home with me was isolated away from main roads with large garden freedom to relax I've never experienced so much love & affection has you gave it's why your so special not that I needed a reason because you were unique & flawless in everything I miss our time together deeply missing those big beautiful eyes watching from the sofa on your beanbag whilst I came down the stairs where we would sit down giving you big hugs loving kiss holding your paw watching television for the night before carrying you up stairs to bed waving from the kitchen whilst cooking there truly will never be another affectionate ’Os’ 'Oscar' watching you rolling around the garden legs in the air on your back It cuts through me every day that passes your no longer here in body but still here in spirit I remember before you went you sat with your toy's looked at me saying look after them for you which I ensure their safe & they will come with me when we see each other again that is legally binding I will never be has happy as I was when I had you "OS" "Oscar' One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes together for all time It breaks my heart your not with me any-more all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll be together again that I’m sure of, Never get over loosing you so lost without you God bless you I love you sweetheart ‘Oscar’ miss you I've crafted, designed & painted a cat figurine in your image with authentic markings labelled in your honour so your never forgotten eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    September 10, 2022

    Dearest Affectionate ‘Oscar’ One year ago, Saturday 11th 2021; since I lost my beautiful 'Oscar' always & forever in my heart  only seems like seconds passed since we had to let you go miss everything about you my angel kiss you every day pray every night hoping for a miracle we all seek having you here again My true partner forever everything is has you left it allowing no one to touch anything of yours You brought love enriching both our lives with fondness & cherished memories  Such a faithful loving affectionate kind compassionate gentle soul ‘Oscar’ you started your young life to show me love, towards one another your loyalty, devotion, joy & affection for which you truly fulfilled thank you my angel your cuddles deeply missed warmth of you love will never be forgotten 24 hours of each day & night I lay in bed snuggled up to you cushion your image on it staring at your photos remembering the love & joy you gave I will never be has happy as when I had you The happiest time of my entire life was having you in it nothing comes close than what you gave to both of us wish deeply you were still here to snuggle up to every day & night you made us both smile whether at night you laying on the hot-water bottle keeping you warm on bed, safe by day sitting on your beanbag on the sofa holding your paw or reaching your paw out tapping my leg or laying down paw tapping my shoulder I would stroke your neck telling you that your a pretty boy safe & secure I’m going nowhere laying in my arms & I love you dearly also sleeping between my legs on my head on the pillow or on my stomach lifting you onto the rabbit hutch staring out the window, holding you whilst I made coffee, or going on the bench in the kitchen this was your forever home missing you dearly a very caring nature, very real, very honest, very gentle, very loyal, very affectionate, very loving "Os" "Oscar' You are perfect in every way that could never be replaced you cannot replace perfection I'm immensely proud that we shared our lives together & that we were fortunate to have been in this generation at the same to have been able for that miracle to have happened thank you miss you dearly The loved we shared I know I'll never find anywhere else again If I got one thing right in my life it was having you in it I thank God for allowing me to live long enough to have had (Oscar) in my life & mine in yours thank you from the bottom of my heart How you would meow at the door or sit on the bathmat occasionally knocking the holder follow me downstairs stopping halfway whilst I carefully walked beside you to the kitchen for your breakfast walking in front the food cupboard Whilst I cleaned out your grit box always fresh and clean daily because you where very particular then in spring run up stairs to sleep in summer you would lay in sun or chase ‘Jasper’ when you just wanted to play or dig garden to do your jobs walk along gravel to peak through the fence or follow me in the shed sit by the circle or roll on your back playing chasing your tail or toys in autumn lay beside me on sofa reaching out your paw Shacking my hand with your paw tapping my leg sleeping with your tongue sometimes out giving you big cuddle & kisses, by the fire, checking out your Christmas stocking carrying you up stairs you had a deep impact in my life one I'll never forget I'm so lost without you. Christmas you would check your stocking for presents have a little dance before I carried you to bed often laying in my arms my shoulder or legs in morning you would crawl on my tummy or pillow to get me up so many things I miss about you your affection was beautiful & rare unique in all you showed Replacing that rare uniqueness isn't worth considering its impossible to contemplate you were to loving very rare to have had that honour in my life Our bond we shared is & always will be strong & unbreakable Such an innocent sweet little boy with beautiful eyes & enormous affection  You are my child my pets are my children  One day we’ll be together again never leaving your side our ashes interned for all time It breaks my heart you're not with me any-more all our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll be together again that I’m sure of immortalised together forever you deserve the very best Never get over loosing you forever in my heart so lost without you God bless you I love you sweetheart ‘Oscar’ miss you eternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx

  • Diana Coleman

    September 16, 2022

    I have been following dear Oscar as I had to say goodbye to my darling Lily on Saturday September 11th 2021 at 10.10am.The pain never goes away feels like she was here yesterday.It is her birthday to-day do so wish I could give her a huge kiss and cuddle.I do feel your heartache.

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    October 06, 2022

    Oscar Today's date 6th October on a Thursday was the day I adopted you a day in our lives which brought happiness to our future lives together happy birthday my sweet Oscar god bless you and thank you love eternally yours Nigel xxx

  • Nigel Paul Clemow

    December 18, 2022

    Dearest Affectionate ‘Oscar’ Christmas is that special part of a year that always have such special memories of our times we shared together those special moments opening your presents & treats that tug at our hearts  Each day of the year that pass is special in every way it's always the time of the year that hit's hard  A candle light will be lit in loving memory of our life we shared together each & every year remembering the love we shared throughout the years where we played, cuddled & the warmth of our bodies close to each other your presence I miss so dearly your always have & always will have that special place in my heart that no other could fill god bless you forever & eternally yours Nigel xxxxxx

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