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Debbie Hancock
My sweet Kitty died last night, curled up by me in bed. Her death was swift - although she was older (almost 11) but I thought pretty healthy. I buried her in the garden this morning and now my home is so quiet and empty. Kitty was such a support to me while I was caring for my late husband and after he died. I miss her so much, she was so very loved 💔
Abigail SELTZER
Our lovely Milo, a beautiful black and white boy, was taken away from us suddenly when he killed by a passing car. Poor Milo was only 5 years old and had only been with us for 6 months when he died. He was nervous with us at first then grew into a confident happy lad, adventurous, curious and loving. I will miss being nose bumped, yowled for when he came back from his adventures, and gently persuaded it was meal time. I'm very sad now and the house is too silent, but I know as time passes, he will shine bright in our memories. RIP Milo
Jenny Somers
Tink came to us through Cats Protection. In May 22 she came home and we vowed that the rest of her life would be the best of her life. Trust grew and the best times became bedtime. The mere mention of bed Tink would run up the stairs straight on my pillow to be rewarded with strokes and tickles. Trust grew over nights on my pillow until I was even trusted with tummy tickles. Thanks Tink I know how much that meant and I won't forget it. That last night you rested your chin on my head I was so humbled to have your trust and love I knew that my job was to protect you for ever you would never experience hurt or fear again.That last day together was wonderful you were so happy. In the evening I was staying up late so you ran out into the garden for a little more evening time. It was 9pm not late you never went far, you were too shy of the world, too weary of how the world had already treated you, but you felt stronger now confident in our love and protection of you. I called you at 10pm..I didn't stop until 3am when I finally crashed asleep on an empty pillow. Someone shot Tink that night with a pellet that lodged in her spine. I cannot erase my last memories of you, broken and in pain I am tormented by what happened to you. Its been 4 weeks since we had to release you from your pain. I am angry I am heartbroken I long to replace the last image of you but I can't. The trauma I feel makes grief complicated. But there is no more fear or pain for you my little beauty. Goodnight gorgeous girl.
Lucy Frame
My cat Larry was taken from me far too soon. He was my best friend, accepted all of me, and was ALWAYS there no matter what. I still can't believe he'd gone. I feel so much gut-wrenching pain when I look at all his favourite places. Still finding his beautiful white fur everywhere, when I do I feel the sadness wash over me. He was a train station cat who I adopted and I was so lucky he chose me. He had clearly had some tough times before we met but all he wanted was kindness and love. He gave this to me and I hope I returned it. I miss him everyday and I keep expecting to hear him greet me at the door with his cute meows. When he doesn't my heart breaks all over again. I'm trying to allow myself to be sad but also remembering the precious time we spent together. I'd give anything to give him one more cuddle, hear his purr and Stroke his fur. I love you Lazza always and you'll always leave a paw print on my heart ❤️ 🐾 enjoy your eternal rest my best friend.
Marina Stanford - Eyre
I recently lost my Bertie he was 12. It was a sudden and unexpected death as he had not been ill and apart from being a bit overweight he was seemingly a healthy cat. I had got him as a kitten from the RSPCA. I went out for the day as it was my birthday and I had maybe not paid as much attention to him as usual - my niece was staying and we were busy chatting I suppose. I left Bert sleeping on my bed - his favourite spot. When we got back he didn’t come downstairs so I asked my niece to see if he was in my bedroom that’s when it was discovered he had passed away. It was such a shock for us both and i am totally devastated. I think when you live alone in particular your pet really is your everything they are your friend your companion and the love and bond is very strong. I cry a lot at the moment - I know things will get easier in time but right now I am just so very sad. Im trying to take comfort that his passing looked peaceful plus he didn’t have to go through some awful long drawn out illness and all the stress that can bring. I miss him so much - he loved to sleep and snooze with his head on my chest and sometimes he would just look straight in my eyes purring away. Sometimes I feel guilty about so many silly things but I think that is common when we grieve. I chose to have Bertie cremated he has a special box for his ashes. I also kept back some ashes and fur to have jewellery made. This way he will be with me always.🐾💔
Ann Baker
My beautiful boy was euthanised this afternoon age 17 yrs and 2 months. He had arthritis, chronic diarrhoea and developed heart problems last year. Having nursed and lost both parents, It was Percy who saved me from despair when I got him as a rescue aged 1yr. I loved him more than words can say and although I am totally heartbroken, I know that he has been spared a slow, distressing and undignified death. His passing was so peaceful and I feel privileged to have had him in my life.Don’t be scared..the vet was excellent and talked me through the whole thing as it happened. I am going to scatter his ashes amongst the daffodils he used to love to sit in the middle of and think of him each spring. Not everyone understands love for another creature..the lyrics to one of my favourite songs means even more to me now “ You and I, our love will never die, Guess we’ll cry come 1st of May” Going to have this engraved on a locket . Writing this has helped with initial devastation of losing him. Try it. Love to all cat carers.
Melanie King
My boy fell ill suddenly and yesterday he passed away. It was looking hopeful in the morning then we had a call from the emergency vet to say we need to come straight away. He held on until we got there then gave a final miaow and he was gone. He was my little shadow and the house is horribly empty without him. We loved each other so much. We adopted him from a rescue centre and it was love at first sight. 11 years of such a strong bond.
Chris Franks
My beautiful boy Stanley. You were the kindest, cuddliest most patient cat I’ve ever known. I cannot believe today I cuddled you for the very last time. Having you take your final breaths in my arms was one of the single most devastating things l’ve ever experienced. At just 3 years and 4 months, you were taken from us way too soon. My heart has never hurt this much before and I’m trying to process what’s happened. Just last week you were your usual amazing self and now you’re not here. You were such a good boy. Thank you for showing us something was wrong on Wednesday! I’m just so sorry we couldn’t have known about this horrible kidney disease sooner! You’d never been ill or even hinted at being ill before and things have escalated so quickly. I’m in shock! You weren’t just a cat you were our family, you were my pal and I’ll never forget you! I’ll miss you Stanley more than you will ever know xxx
Lauren Williams
A year ago I posted on here when I was absolutely heartbroken over losing my gorgeous 7 year old ginger ninja Dexter. I remember feeling so silly when I cried at work on the Monday after he was put to sleep because I thought people just wouldn’t understand. I was wrong; they did! Dexter got poorly very quickly (a blocked bladder and then thromboembolism) and the whole process of getting him better from the blocked bladder to finding the embolism to him getting another blocked bladder was traumatic to say the least. Putting him to sleep was the best and only option and it broke my heart entirely. Time is a great healer. Even now I still get tearful thinking about it all; especially how young he really was! But I know he’s not in any pain anymore. A few months passed and we got another furry friend, Merlin the tabby cat, and although no cat will ever be Dexter, he’s filled the cat shaped hole in our lives and gave us something new to focus on. We love him ever so dearly 🩷 Take your time, talk, cry and don’t feel silly! A pet is a huge part of a family! You will feel slightly better soon x
Sarah Golding
We lost him too soon, he was only 3.5 years and til a week ago was fine, no sign he was unwell. Loved napping with his tabby friend Jim, nudging us for chicken, greeted us at the door, huge green eyes and so empathetic to our family he knew us as individuals. The loss hit so hard because he had leukemia and there was no time left. You feel out of control, asking the vets for options but sometimes there are no fixes, no pills or scans that make it better for them. We made his last days special even though there was no time to process what was happening. I sat with him and thanked him and made him comfortable. He can't be replaced and we wouldn't try to. Our local vets helped us through his last day and you need help sometimes, the burden of making the best decisions for them can be heavy and confusing. We are going to have a memorial day in the garden when summer comes, that's the way we want to remember him, lazing in the sun, catching insects. I have a white cherry tree to plant for him...his fur was bright white round his chin and a rich luxury black coat. I'm not yet sure how long grief will last, it's a reminder that you cared so deeply for them, there is no fear greater than loving too much and we sure did love him.
Michaela Connolly
Today we had to say goodbye to our little Ash Bash. Such a handsome, affectionate and wonderful tabby. He turned 4 a fortnight ago but was suffering lower urinary tract issues and had re-blocked again after traumatic unblocking just a fortnight prior. We tried our best and willed for him to get better but unfortunately he became blocked again this morning. He was the best cat. He got me through SO much and was the greatest companion. I'll miss his little toe beans, watching him sunbathing and I'll miss him being my little best friend and sitting with me whilst I work from home. My partner and I adored him. He was so funny and always cheered us up. We hope he did the right thing by him, we hated seeing him in pain. He fell asleep on both our laps peacefully whilst we repeatedly told him how much we loved him. We're going to miss our little mao mao so much and the flat feels so empty already. I feel so guilty and hope we did the right thing by him. Goodnight our little Ash. Cuddle up to nan, dad, Sean and our Josh. They'll look after you up there my love, my little babe, our little mao.
Rosemary Hollings
This morning my Loki flew off with my heart and im not sure when he will send it back down to me. Loki was a "one human" cat (me) and he was, quite frankly, offended by EVERYONE else. It was pretty funny actually, for instance: calling the cattery to book him in for a visit - they'd be like "gird your loins everyone, Loki's coming in!" Ahh but I didnt care, Loki was my little baby! He gave me lots of love, I got to tickle his toe beans and sometimes when he was feeling extra comfy and soppy I'd get to have belly rubs as well. He wasn't heartless, he'd sense when I was upset and would come and rub his face in mine. He came to "tolerate" my partner who would be ever so chuffed if Loki sat on him and just beside himself if Loki allowed him belly rubs!! But today, I had to make the gut wrenching, devastating decision to have him put to sleep this morning. I gave him smooches as he went, and he went quickly. He was 12yrs and 11months to the day today. He had a good life and I hope, wherever he may be that he occasionally looks down on me and gives me a swipe to say "Oi! I just got a better offer that's all, stop crying you fool!"
Roz Greenwood
We said goodbye yesterday to Cassie Ann. We’ve had her and her twin sister for 18 and a half years and we thought she’d live forever. Recently, she started losing weight yet her appetite was insatiable and she was as agile and affectionate as ever. But in the last few days she became unsteady on her feet. Saturday night she fell over on to her side and couldn’t get up. But after an hour of softly comforting her, she bounced back like nothing had happened and demanded her tea. Then yesterday morning I found her half on and half off her bed. Breathing, but limp. I wrapped her in her favourite blanket. I knew it was time. I took her for a last walk around the garden, pointing out her favorite spots and then found her sister to say goodbye. We drove her to the vets where they very gently and lovingly, helped her on her way. We brought her back home so her sister could see her before we buried her under a tree amongst the wild flowers. Her sister doesn’t understand and is looking for her. We’re heartbroken and the waves of emotion are unbearable. We see her everywhere. My little best friend. Our baby girl. Our little little one xx
Maggie Dowling
After my husband died I didn't think I could ever be happy sharon. Then a friend asked would I look after this cat that needed rehoming . I told her I'd do it for 2 weeks max. Honey was a tortoishell Persian cat. I didn't want another cat after losing Tillie aged 22 years and Honey looked so like her. Very soon that gorgeous little girl found her way into my lap and into my heart. I couldn't let her go. She was such a comfort. She was always wanting cuddles, she greeted me lovingly whenever I'd been out.... through lockdown she was such amazing company. When I got covid she wouldn't leave me, cuddling into my neck and singing to me. She had been an indoor cat but I got her used to the garden and she loved being out there. She loved life.. always chasing around after leaves and her toys. A few days before she died Honey wouldn't leave my side. I didn't suspect anything because she was still eating and drinking OK. The night before she died she slept cuddled into my neck. She got up around 7am and went down for her breakfast. An hour later I heard her crying and she was at the bottom of the stairs and didn't come up when I called her. I went down and found she was dressing her back legs. I went immediately to the vet who said she might have a blood clot on her spine causing paralysis. Sadly all the stress caused her heart failure and my darling friend died in my arms a few minutes later. I will never forget all your love and care my sweet Honeybun. I love you so much.
Subreena Klair
My little Dippo was sadly taken on Thursday. It was sudden, he took a sigh and went. He was healthy and had regular check ups at the vets - no concerns of health issues. He was only three years old, he had a good life - he brought so much joy and happiness to our lives. He was named Dippo because he had a white tip tail. I will forever miss him and hope to see him again one day - twirling around playing with his tail.